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Post by ron on Sept 5, 2012 21:43:50 GMT
Ron's head slowly lifted up from his hands. His eyes still stained with tears, the red was a permanent fixture on his face. He stared at her a look of confusion starting making its way across his face. Ronald was so unpredictable when it came to being sober but when it came to being drunk his unpredictability became worsened. One minute he would be in tears and the next he would be screaming at someone. He could not control his emotions and Ginny's reactions to everything were making him feel so many mixed emotions.
He did not understand how she was able to hold her ground so well. How was she standing there with no emotions? How was she able to go on with her life with no tears for their lost brother? How was she able to still think about being with Harry when the war with Harry was a main reason for Fred's Death? Sure, the War would have come either way but Harry was at the very pit of the war. It may seem as if Ron blamed Harry but he didn't. He knew that Harry could not control his involvement with Voldomort. Harry was the chosen one.
Nevertheless, Ron's family? Ron's family could have controlled their environment more and avoided Harry and the war. If they would have, things could have been different. They could have hid in the shadows and not fought and Fred could still have been here. Sure, the Weasley's probably helped quite a bit in the war but Ron couldn't help but ask so many what ifs after everything negative that had recently happened. It was just a natural human reaction. However, drinking himself into a stupor was not the most normal human reaction for everyone.
He may not own up to it now but Ginny was right about most of everything she was saying. This however did not stop the anger beneath Ronald's eyes from boiling over again. As he stared at Ginny who seemed so... so heartless right now. He stood up from the stairs and balanced himself against the wall, glaring at Ginny.
"I may be a drunk but at least I'm not the one that goes on in life without a care in the world! As if nothings different," he spat out at her,
"Look at you, living your life as if nothing happened. Being in love with Harry and acting like... like nothing happened! At least I'm trying to fix what's broken while you just go around acting as if nothing was broken! I'm taking away my pain but at least I felt it! Unlike you!"
He shouted out accusations at her, the glare still etched into his eyes.
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